So, I’ve been a bit more dedicated to my art these days. Being single does that to a girl, I suppose. Here I made a two page spread in a little art journal I found while cleaning my studio. I promised myself I’d finish one book at a time.
I also posted a new(ish) poem below, also.
If you choose to enter here
know that I am not a safe place.
I am a woman, seeking a partner but
I am a sheep
in wolves clothing
I am June Cleaver
in a Joan Jett exterior
And in my desire to be like God I ran into Satan
Blinded by lust blinded by his lies I thought him to be
the God I sought
I painted him in colors of blue
I made him perfect when he was but a thief and a liar
He was Satan
And I didn’t see it
And
Saw only what I chose to and
Saw only that he listened and
Saw not
That he cared not
That he loved not
That he used me
The truth hurt more
So I lied to myself
And made myself think he cared
Because the truth is he thought me only garbage
And a lie feels nicer than truth
So if you enter here, put not the clothes of Jesus. Put not the clothing of a savior
Be only honest
be only fair
be only mature
grown
be a man
if you choose
to enter here