I want love to
Come directly for me
Say it will never leave me
And be honest when it speaks
I want love to lay always beside me
And Take my body
My Mind and soul
I want love to murder the person I used to be
Show me the mirror and help me
I’ll not let love make me lose myself anymore
I want love to come to me and claim me
I want love to
Open my ears and eyes to see
I want love to help me evolve into a better me
I want love to take me
All of me
I want love to come to me
And never ever leave
I want love to
Bang resounding gongs and declare me loudly from the rooftops
And cling to my side
I want love to walk with me
I want love to
Heal my wounds and tell me it is safe
Even when my past self thinks it not
I want love to envelop me in safety and make me want to say kind words to my spirit
I want love to laugh when I tell corny jokes
I want love to
Tell me when I fuck up and not give up
And remain
and remain
and remain
and stay
and not give up on me when I’m a raging bitch
I won’t let love make me lose myself
I won’t let love make me make stupid choices
I want love to swallow me whole
I want love to wrap me
I want love to caress me
I want love to remember my favorite pizza shop
I want love to breathe into my spirit
I want love to extinguish the demons from my past,
the echoes in my head that scream with fear
I want love to make me evolve
I won’t let love cloud my vision
I want love to cling and never let me go
I want love murder my old self
I want love to be a safe place even when I scream from fear
I want love to not give up when I am afraid it is like the others
I want love to remember I only heard shouting, screaming words of anger
I want love to remember I am a scared little girl
I want love to be patient with me
I want love to remember it owns me
I won’t let love discard me
I want love to fight my demons Or
Hand me the gun with a smile
I want love to stay when I am afraid and screaming
I want love to remember all I know is fear and rage
I want love to remember I am but a scared little girl most of the time
I want love to sit sit with me and accept me just the way I am
I’ll not let love corupt me
I want love to
Match me evil for evil
Laughing the whole time
I want love to hold my hand when we walk thru hell
I want life to rescue me and tell me I rescued me
I want love to
Sit with my madness
I want love to be my Papa Legba and I,
it’s Mama Brigitte
I won’t let love corrupt me